Poems of Divinity and Despair
Having spent over half a century in love with the natural world, I am finding despair a more constant companion when I see the effect humanity is having on our other than human neighbours. This is a collection of sadness and an offering to vanishing times that overflow with joy and autopoiesis. Can poetry change things? I don’t know – but for me its like looking at clouds – it blurs the boundary between self and other. A modest kick at the Divine can – in both senses of the word.
Wordsworth is the one I go to in despair and he gives me hope of not being alone in that dark place – Its dark here – but there is a friend all be he dead and gone.
Walking Under Clouds with Astra
Walking Under Clouds with Astra
Gray pinnacles of sky
Converge on breast
And belly
Cheek and haunch
She walks a slow wind rhythm
Smooth smoke
Alert rain
Astra
Some secrets
Only the body knows
Moon madness makes
Starlight sane
In her eyes
Sun and lightning
Slumber in dapples
Of night lakes
Gentle whispers
of the bright wild
Astra
The Dead
I see them fluttering
Magnificent
I see them
And under the skin of being human
I know that we have killed another of our gods
Or perhaps
Only the messenger angels who told us of fragility and tender winds
For now the winds are changing
They will blow off our wings
And stave in our souls
And the whispers of the Monarch
Will lay like dust
Over our Genetically Modified Corpses
For we are no longer human
II
I saw them before I was born
Into this world of
pitiful passions and
plundered plenty
Their immense journey plucking
Strings of awe
With a spider’s grace
Slanting the sun
Orange and Black.
Dinosaurs without fossils
The soul of humankind
As ephemeral as
Time
Snuffed
Dead
With a
feeble requiem of
“Whoops”
III
And still we blunder on
Convinced of our immortality
Our divine importance
Our sexy strivings
To see into the womb
Of the Golden Goose of Life
Still we persevere
With bandages and glue
To fasten wings to dreams
The bodies of which
Mock us
With
extinctions
For in trying to cheat inevitability
In trying to sample
The secret of the eternal spring
We have covered the sweetly
changing cycles
With cynical abandon
We have
Become the
Devil
And welcomed hell
Taugh
Oh! Bright Bay Lad
From the pasture you
Captured me
Bobolink and swallows
Wove nests of
Horse-hair and infinity
In my heart
We moved time
And space
Mobiüs Leathers nudge
Souls
Out to In
Beyond magic
Your back
A drum
Your hooves
Braille for angels
Your sweet wide mouth
Takes refuge in meadowlarks’ throats
What a suspension
Held between earth
And sky
With your
Brave self
In my middle
It’s
It’s a COVID Time
A Storm the Capitol Time
Impeach a President Time
A Zoom Time
A Stay in Room Time
a time that oozes through the cracks of bigger
time dripping acid into acri
mony and then washing it aw
ay with the baseness of ne
ed.
I need yo
u human
ity … I thought I didn’t but
when I stop on the road
waiving at every car
yearning for every car to waive back
clutch dads walking stick with the carved horse handle
feel my broke rib clutch at bruised muscle
well then
the cage becomes the nest
life becomes the clutch of eggs
the heart becomes the refuge
Clutch
Clutch
Clutch
November
One thousand Grey Eyed Geese
Gabble in the liquid dusk of
Shining lake
Bottoms up
Wiley in the weeds
as Owls shift
How do you swoop and stall?
The chortling geese
Slash the fading pink of sunset
with the soft jag of stretched silhouettes
Lilting starlings tickle the sharp air
With choices … with left and right … and up
And down … and fall and lift … sprinkle the
Sweet blue harlequin evening with
Flowing intentions and genius grace
Oh! I stand amazed
And wade in worlds
More wonderful
than I can imagine!
SALE
SALE
Butterfly pelts
Orange and Black
Legs the width of thought
the length of stems
Fur the soft of tingle
The lift of
Chemical Companies
Putting a bounty on Hope
Taugh 2
Teddy Ruskin
Like licorice in a snow storm
Sweet you
Not too sure if
You should give your
Permission
To bend
There is a scar
A pucker of memory
On your shoulder
That feels like Bill …
That feels like young
We have a history
As frail as a butterflies wing
And then you nudge me
With your sassy lips
And the frail becomes
A trail
Easing
For
future
Trails
Brushing Leaves
From
Eye of
Teddy Ruskin
We tear the dead branches
From the mind of frolic-weary giants
They bend, they break, they snap at us
And then they lay their bones
Upon the upturned ground and we
Of flesh and blood, imitate
The gods and prance and flounce
In blink, and eyelash, a tremble of
BIG TIME in the small salty cavern of a tear
The giants sigh
Even dead, they shift under us
And wryly mutter as we clear their
thoughts with tumbles of our own
They hammer us with tomorrow – and – infinity
And we flatten slightly against the
Slippery-Seamed The-ness of eternal midnights
The clasp of forever making our presence
Imaginary – or – real
Or …
Eudaimoniac
Bri’s word
Night Magic
There you are
Or are you
?
Dim shape in
Dark pasture
I teeter on the
brink of your night vision
And there I see
Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel
darkness finds rhythm
Your hooves on snow
Space comes with
you as you
move towards us
Our
pupils portals
to a universe of
souls
Because - when I Seeeee
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Sigh !
You sthick out your thounge tho thaste the world with